Twins

I know I can’t be the only one that feels like they have a split personality. I'm sure it has to be a common feeling in the adoptive world.

I've always felt like I was genetically meant to be someone, but than I felt like I needed to be the person that my Adoptive family expected me to be. I knew I had to act a certain way, respond a certain way, want a certain way, I knew I had a huge responsibility to make them happy or else...I knew I had to be the person they were molding me in to be. I couldn't listen to my heart telling me how it felt to go against my feelings of who I was born to be. It was never an option to be me. Even after I left home I knew I was going to be shunned from them for trying to be me. I just didn't expect my birth family to shun me as well for trying to be me.