To block or not to block...

that is essentially the question...

i woke up this morning feeling this really strong vibe that I should unblock my Aunt. It felt like I understood where she stands. And I’m frustrated. I think I may draft together an email and send it to her and let her know that I’m not interested in anymore games or rejection. I’m sure as a non-adoptee she doesn’t get it...like everyone I’ve ever told that I’m adopted. They keep going back to the “you should be grateful’ ‘My Mom did what she could and it looks like you had a decent life. You should focus on whats good in your life.’ How many times do you think an adoptee should have to hear these words? Do people really think if they say it enough times that the adoptee will just bow down and worship the ground their adoptive/birth parents walk on? Do they ever think that maybe the adoptee is tired of acting and trying to fit in. Playing the role of someone else in their body. Pretending to be what everyone wants because they have no one else to be.