Say it ain't so...

Sometimes I get mixed messages from my health care team... The other day I had one encouraging me to try to contact my first Mother. She thought that my half sister was trying to protect her from me...she felt that my first mother had a knee jerk reaction to her secret of shame being found out. This professional said that her best friend is adopted and that her first mother reached out to her but she was so angry with her that she wouldn't let the meeting happen. As time has gone by she has finally gotten to a better place and feels like she can make the connection...

I can't see any kind of introduction happen for me but at least I'm healthier than I started off in...I don't need a heart felt Reunion...I need a mirror... Something that a kept child can never understand. Good or bad family they have always seen where they came from. Us Adoptee's will never get that until they meet face to face with their first family...