Pain

Sometimes I read something that makes so much sense that I feel it in my heart. It is something that should be taught to adoptive parents so that they know what it means and how to deal with it.

pain in my heart...

I finally realize why I get confused about the feelings I have when I just want to be like other people and have love in my life. It hurts to open up to someone...even my children. I had a chat with one of the daughters the other day and I completely broke down... In front of her, not something I've ever done. My children have never known the real me... In fact neither has my husband. It's like I'm being reborn with all this new insight I have on the triad. If it weren't for all of the reading I've been doing I don't think I would be here today.