Older...and obviously wiser

it amazes me that as you get older you realize that you need to make connections with people that you have lost touch with for whatever reason. But my adoptive father never really understood this concept. My adoptive mother’s brothers and sisters and nieces and nephews do. My birth mother’s Aunts and Uncles and cousins do. In fact even my birth father’s family has reached out to me. Unfortunately my birth mother, her siblings, her nieces, nephews and children and grandchildren do not. I’m not sure if they think I’m the evil being because I’m adopted and disposed of at birth. I keep wondering why and why do some people accept me and some people shut me out.
These are the things that an adoptee can think about in their head...not something that people that are raised in a bio family usually go through.