Name Change

When I think about my conception and my birth mother’s ability to get married within 1 year after I was born and also give birth to my half brother 1 year and 9 months later it brings on all kinds of confusion for me.

After she has 5 more children (total of 6 including me) she is still sporting her married name from the first man she married. If he was such a horrible person that my half sister wants nothing to do with him and she doesn’t want him to find them maybe someone should’ve changed their name.

It feels like I know where my mental state comes from.