Love My Genes

I can never get over not seeing my children...or Grandchildren.  I would have a hard time being oblivious to them.  I will never understand why my parents would never come to visit us when we only lived 20 minutes away.  It's hard to not take it personally.

How does one 'Let It Go'?

There could never be any explanation that I can give to my children that makes sense...and hurts less.  It's like I feel responsible for it.  Even though everyone tells me that it was because they were horrible people and it had nothing to do with me personally.  I still feel the rejection...every hour of everyday...

I wish that my children could've had some kind of relationship with someone that was a positive influence.  Instead they were given me...