I Wonder

"I wonder what happened 25 years ago. I wonder if she was alone. Was she surrounded by any friends or family? I wonder what her first thoughts were. I wonder what this means for my future. I wonder if I'll ever "get over it". I wonder when this day won't be full of pain and disdain. I wonder who will actually understand and let me grieve. I wonder if I was predestined for this life or if I was just one massive error."

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These are not my words but they are... This is the narrative of a broken Adoptee. Most Adoptee's speak like this...some won't say anything for fear of judgement...my goal for the remainder of my life is to keep the narrative going.