I don't mean to...but...

I hurt inside and I never understood why...I now know why...and not one person gives a shit.

I cried for days on end because I knew I had lost everything.


I was grieving.


Babies of course are not adults.


But they are also not mindless blobs of fat and cuteness.


Babies feel. Think. Know. At the most primal, vital level.


But babies will also do whatever it is that they need to do to survive. And sometimes that means shutting down and trying to forget.


I forgot. Or so I thought.


But now, I can’t forget.


Now, all I do is remember.


Every. Single. Day. Of my amazing, awful, beautiful, painful life.


Never forget.


This is the mantra in the subconscious of every adoptee. Whether they know it or do not. Not because we want it that way, but because that is basic biology--



DNA does not forget.


And neither do our mothers

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