Happy Mother’s Day

It feels so wrong to say ‘Happy Mother’s Day’...
It feels wrong to have someone say it to me...
This pain will never stop, no matter what I try, no matter what my husband tries to do...
I know I can’t be the only one that has to feel this way...but what I want to know is why doesn’t anyone care and legitimately try to help instead of telling me to look at what I have and be good enough with that...
Do they not understand what it feels like to not be wanted from the one person that cared to give you life and then rejected again for a second time in your so called grateful life?