This quote of wisdom means a whole lot to me now...I wish I had the guts to reach out to the people that I have hurt but I'm so scared of the outcome...

I can't stress how true this is for me...I feel as though I can become a better person...I can do my best attempt of mirroring with the limited amount of knowledge but I know I can be me now.

This explains C-PTSD the best way I've ever seen... And yes I got it from a group I belong to.

These are not my words but they sure do speak volumes...

Borrowed from a group I follow.

When I read this pic I immediately seen myself...I believe this is exactly how I reacted when I learned who my first family was and they weren't there for me with loving open arms. I feel horrible for everything I said and did and I know i don't deserve forgiveness for acting this way. I feel as though I do need to forgive myself and move on though. With or without them.

🎶🎶 I forgive myself for loving you 🎶🎶.