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I love the tone that's in your laugh
Gasping for an extra breath Waiting for the time to pass I believe in days ahead Don't spend another night alone Cross and wishing you were dead Mary, you shouldn't let 'em make you mad You hold the best you can And Mary, after all the pain is gone I'm always gonna live to be your man I've had it easy now you see When i'm down you're always there Standing by to comfort me Someday we'll go round the world I'll make the journey so sublime I know you're not a travelin' girl Mary, you shouldn't let 'em make you mad You hold the best you can And Mary, after all the pain is gone I'm always gonna live to be your man Cause i'd give everything i have Forget all the things that bring me joy If you could have one day Pure and simple happiness Until that moment comes I'll be here where i've always been I'm gonna be your friend Until the day i die Mary, shouln't let 'em make you mad You hold the best you can And Mary, after all the pain is gone I'm always gonna live to be your man
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Disenfranchised Grief is a real thing... Now to find some way to deal with it...  Click the pic... There isn't any fear here
There isn't any fear in love When You come, when You come, hmm There isn't any hurt here That You don't overwhelm When You come, when You come, oooh I am speechless, but I can't keep quiet And I am wordless, but I can't stay silent Oohooh, oohooh There isn't any rush here So I'm just gonna wait on You And linger longer ohhhh 'Cause every time I find You I'm a little more undone When You come, when You come, ooh I am speechless, but I can't keep quiet And I am wordless, but I can't stay silent Oohooh, I'm lost for words to say Oohooh, You take my breath away Oohooh, I'm lost for words to say Oohooh, You take my breath away Oh, You move me, and I can't define it You consume me, and I can't describe it Oh, I am speechless, but I can't keep quiet And I am wordless, but I can't stay silent, silent, whoa Whoa, I'm lost for words to say Whoa, You take my breath away Whoa, I'm lost for words to say Whoa, You take my breath away There isn't any fear here There isn't any fear in love So I can honestly say the books that I have been reading have seriously helped me see all the sides of the Triad, and now that I've been able to see one of the movies I can feel even more understanding. The whole GoFundMe craze is awesome... Unless you're a first mother that wants to keep her baby and trys to get assistance from creating a GoFundMe page. Then you're a selfish and greedy...  I feel like this is what I did to my first mother's family... They just got tired of how emotionally draining I can be...I wish I could take it back...I wish someone would have given me a heads up that I would be destroying their lives. But it is what it is...  Where are You now
When darkness seems to win? Where are You now When the world is crumbling? Oh I, I-I-I, I hear You say I hear You say Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Where are You now (where are You?) When all I feel is doubt? Oh, where are You now When I can't figure it out? Oh I, I-I-I, I hear You say I hear You say Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Look up... You're not threatened by the war You're not shaken by the storm I know You're in control Even in our suffering Even when it can't be seen I know You're in control Oh I, I-I-I, I hear You say I hear You say Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Look up child, oh-oh-oooh I hear You say, You say, You say Look up child, hey I hear You say, You say, You say Look up, look up, look up, look up Look up child, oh-ooh, ooh, oh-oooh... I hear You say, You say, You say Look up child, hey I hear You say, You say, You say Look up, look up, look up, look up Look up child I hear You say, You say, You say I hear You, I hear You calling my name, oh Look up child, hey I hear You say, You say, You say Look up, look up Look up child, hey Look up child, hey Look up
When my oldest son was younger he had made his father a mug. And on that mug was the saying 'anyone can be a father but it takes someone special to be a Dad'. Over the years I never put much thought into this saying but now I have...I don't want my first mother to be a 'mom' to me, I just want an acknowledgement that she is my first mother... apparently that goes over most people's heads but for an Adoptee it's really quite straight forward. It would be nice if people thought about us as having been 'placed into a different family'. Maybe then they would understand us better. It ticks me off that the general public have been brainwashed with these terms surrounding adoption. They sugar coat the reality of what we really went through... The trauma is real... We need understanding not brush us of as being Crazy for speaking up. 
It's not just about reading, sometimes it's about videos
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